In need of creative juices.

Alright let's get writing.

Hello you, glorious person that actually wastes their precious life time on reading my blog (aka thank you). I don't really know what to write about and I don't really care to be honest. I have been the laziest butt that ever existed on the planet for the past month and I am sick of it. I like some work sometimes believe it or not. I decided to get my creative juices flowing so here I am, writing this.

Let's start with college maybe? I finished college on the 6th of December as all my exams were finished anyway so that was a great relief for me. The first semester wasn't really that much of a surprise to me as I have been in college last year so I know what it's like. However my university is huge and I don't really find myself being able to find myself in such a huge place. Still working on it though. I haven't really been the perfect student and I was aware of it and did nothing. Hopefully that will change next semester. I realized that if I actually have an opportunity to attend uni, I should use it well and not be a dick. I have 3 assignments to do for January and I haven't started any one of them. *curls into a ball and cries*

I have friends in college now. Shocking ey? They are great. Nothing more to say really. Or maybe one thing. Hello friends, if you're reading this. Love you all.

Christmas flew. It wasn't really what I was hyping myself for. Not surprised there though. My Christmas won't be the same as it was with my whole family in Poland. Christmas eve was alright. Spend it with my parents and we had christmas crackers for the first time (which for the record were super awesome and I'm so bringing them back next year). We generally knew what we were getting each other which eliminated the whole element of surprise. I like surprises but not this year Joanna, not this year. Christmas day I spent with my parents friends who were alright. They are nice people but I don't like to hand out with my parents friends. They have their friends and I have mine. The boundary will always be there for me. After two hours of sitting there I went back home, found a livestream of the "Doctor Who Christmas Special" and the proceeded to cry for 20 minutes because Matt Smith died. If you're wondering, Matt is my favourite doctor. You can feel my pain.

Before Christmas though was my birthday. I don't know why I didn't write about that before that paragraph up there. Ah well. It's my blog. I follow my rules (totally being a rebel here). I finally decided to have a house party however I was shitting it as I a the worst host ever. I don't make good parties. I feel like in my house noone can have fun. I'm weird, I know. I invited my usual party people around and we had a lot of fun. Well at least I did. I don't know about the rest. I'm 19 now.. Last year of being a teenager, unless I will keep telling myself next year that I'm twenteen not twenty. It depresses me a lot to be honest. I am still a child inside and I don't want to have a 2 in front of my age. I am not ready to be an adult. 

Since after Christmas I have been feeling so lazy and I didn't do anything. I have spend most of my time in bed watching something on youtube or listening to music where I could have spent this time doing my assignments. Procrastination is key,kids. I haven't been feeling creative at all and I really wanted to but I just couldn't get my ass up to do it. Today I decided differently. I just drew "Jude" from the cartoon "6teen" which is my current obsession. Coming back to childhood. Anyway, that got me kinda creative and I decided to not put of my blog writing anymore and just do it and here I am, writing.

Next year I will hopefully make myself a better person and make the things around me better too.

I think I'll leave this post at that as my cat is blocking me from my laptop. See you later you beauties.

'Dudeeeeee.