Yesterday was such a waste of a day. I know sometimes it's nice to have a lazy day, laying down in your pj's but yesterday was so awful. I felt like I had to do something but I didn't have the power to as my neck was so sore from the huge metal concert I was on. Headbanging is not good for me but the pain was so worth it! I spent 8 hours there which is insane. I would stay until the end but I was too tired. But I got a drum stick and 2 picks so I'm happy. :)
I went to the University today to see my friends as I really don't want to stay at home and it was Tuesday and I always go to University on Tuesdays. I wen't quite early as I wanted to eat dinner in there. My mom didn't have ideas for dinner so my parents could eat something they love and I hate. I ate subway (of course). Peperoni, grated cheese, red onion and barbecue sauce. Fucking delicious. Then I bought ice-cream for me and my best friend which was just sexual.
I got my shoe stolen, also my phone and one of my friends said he was jesus as he walked on water. That's usual for my friends in the University. I'm glad I have them. :)
I saw him today.. I haven't seen him since the break up a few weeks ago. We said hey but it was a very awkward hey. I don't understand why as we didn't fight or anything. I thought I was over him. I really did. It's always like when you don't see someone you loved you don't think about them but the moment you see them you're just so broken inside. All the memories fly at you like bombs in a war and you just stand there seeing them and trying to keep a straight face and fake a smile. I am not gonna lie, I looked his way a few times. How could I resist? I was alright in there but when I went for a walk with my dog I just cracked and I was smiling, then felt like crying as all the happy and sad memories were attacking me. It's like a flashback in my head, everything is coming back. Everything I tried to forgot about so much. Wake up Joanna, he's gone.
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