Brunch, Emotions, Tattoo, Holidays, Paramore and my stupid challenge.

I have been talking to a good friend of mine from college while having lunch together at brunch (which is like my favourite food place for lunch while in college). I always get chicken tenders with garlic sauce and chips with cheese. I mean without cheese. I always ask for no cheese on the chips as that's kind of a strange combination for me. And extra garlic sauce. I adore their garlic sauce.. you don't understand. It's amazinggg!

We have been talking about how we get really emotional lately at everything really. For the past 2 years I have been an emotional wreck. Not in the kinda "Oh I'm depressed" way. I'm that in a way that I cry at everything basically and am happy about happy stuff waay more than I should. For example emotional movies.. didn't really get to me and I never cried while my my mom was crying her eyes out. Right now.. I am crying at every single thing in the movie. I'm not even over-exadurating. Even if the movie is not sad at all I still manage to cry at some parts. Sometimes from 'sadness' and sometimes from the happiness of the movie. I'm actually really weird and I should go see someone about this.

You know Extreme Makeover: Home edition? I get fucking depressed on that. When they move the bus and the family starts screaming and crying and then they go to the house and find their perfect rooms and house and everything is so beautiful and they are so happy and hug everyone as they deserved it and everything is so sad and beautiful. I cry on that shit.

The tattoo is healing good. I didn't write anything about my tattoo as I'm going to do a vlog about it. Or maybe do a blog post on it? Maybe both? Well see. Well that's it :

Freedom.

Isn't it so beautiful? It's so small :) I love it so much. I will definitely get more in the future! Bepanthen is my tattoos best friend now. Keeps it nice and hydrated. I'm scared to shower with my tattoo but I shouldn't as I showered with it this morning. Nothing dangerous. Hopefully it will heal properly and I'll be able to show it off when I'll be on holidays in April. Lanzarote here I come! 

For my holidays I will have to study though as I have college exams the day after I come back. I will study so much over the holidays (hahahaha no). College is nearly over and I'm delighted! 4 months of summer holidays. That is just fucking great and amazing! I love having freedom and 4 months is just amazing really. Unfortunately I won't be able to see my boyfriend for most of it which sucks ballz.

Chilling to Paramore right now. I haven't listened to that band for a long time. I remember when I used to obsess about them so much. I even have like 2 of their cd's and a book about them. I don't buy cd's or books about bands. So I must have been really obsessed at that time. Paramore is great. I love the band. It gets really repetitive sometimes. However I really like their new song "Now". The thing with this song is that you either love it or hate it. I haven't met a person who is in between (if you are you should tell me). Paramore, paramore, paramore.

What else? I keep looking at my phone all the time expecting a text. I know I won't get one. And I'm not planning to do anything to force one. Bleugh.

I am really stupid. I set myself a challenge to not eat sweets or chocolate for a whole week. I'm seriously an idiot. If you saw me today you would think I'm a freak. I was going around the house like crazy wanting chocolate. I didn't have any though. I am sticking to my (stupid) challenge and hopefully I'll complete it. Then I can eat all the chocolate in the world! (If I won't be dead before hand..). I keep drinking tea just to satisfy my sugar wanting.

I should be doing assignments. Oooops.

Okayloveyoubye.