It's late.

I can't sleep. I was out last night and I was so tired today that my body just turned it into being completely awake. The human body amazes me sometimes.

It's late. I am thinking about you. For the past few days I felt so bad and I only thought about you in an angry way. I was sad. Now.. I miss you. This sadness turned into missing you. I feel really weird. Like a feeling you dont get a lot. It's like.. I feel that I miss you but theres something else to it. And I have no idea what it is. I got tired of being sad. I stopped it. It feels good. Doesnt change the fact that I miss you. My heart feels the need to have you beside me. Like a child needs a teddy to sleep with at night, I need you. Now. I feel safe with you. I always did. And now this weird feeling reminded me of it. You have so much power over me its ridiculous. I mean in a feelings way. You control every emotion in my body because you just mean so much to me that my body thinks its right to do that.

It's late..