The diary of a hopeless romantic.

Hopefully this is going to be something people can relate to (please I don't want to be alone on this xD). Today I was watching a movie with my friend and it was sad/romantic and such and then it reminded me of how much of a hopeless romantic I am. Basically for me being a hopeless romantic means making really cheesy and romantic scenarios in my head hoping they will happen which they probably won't because 1.I don't have a boyfriend/person who's interested in me and vice versa and 2. Boys I meet are usually not big romantics like me (who could blame them, I'm insane).

Yesterday I actually thought of this thing people (on tumblr) say. They say that the disney movies we watched as we were kids give us a false idea on love and then we'll all grow up to be these people who have a false idea of love. Well...I unfortunately became that person. I say unfortunately because it is shit being a hopeless romantic sometimes. Yes, you have a very nice creative mind and you're just cute and bleugh. However if these 'scenarios' in your head won't come true, you genuinely get sad..well me, I don't know about you. I am an extremist when it comes to it so just sharing my feelings here alright? I basically shouldn't be allowed to watch romantic movies, even though they are my favourite kind. Basically what happens is that a boy/girl find a partner in a nice and cute way and they fall in love but fight in the middle but it all ends happily. Then I aww at the whole movie and usually find the male character hot (they always pick the hottest males and make me depressed because they are only in movies) and then after the end I sit and stare at a wall thinking about the fact that i want that to happen and I get sad. Woo!

Hopefully there are some boys who are at least a little bit romantic. I know there are but I have to find one first. Life. Being a hopeless romantic sometimes sucks in a relationship because if the boy you're with doesn't do anything romantic you basically get so worried and sad and every emotion. Basically you're this --> asdfghjkl. I just hate monotony so much and if you do something romantic (I'm not saying do it everyday but just sometimes) I will be happy and just happy. I remember when my ex took me to this romantic walk on a bridge with nice lights in the evening- even though it was a simple walk it was so romantic that I was happy for the next few days :). Even simple things like this can satisfy a hopeless romantic like me and you if you're one. SO much romance, gawd.

I think that's all I need to say for now. If I have any more to say on this topic I'll just say it in another blog post. 

Bye beauties <3

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